the life and times of endenizen » 2004

November 24, 2004

I’m dreaming of a white Thanksgiving….

It’s snowing like mad. So I hope it’s not going in my window, cause I don’t think I closed it.

Oh and concerning the idea that I might be “dreaming” of anything, yea it just ain’t happening. I haven’t been able to sleep in 2 days. I just lay in my bed and it’s frickin COLD in my house so that isn’t helping any. I think I actually might have slept for like…2 hours, this morning because I don’t remember seeing the sun come up *again*.

You ever feel like you’re not really awake but you’re not really asleep either? That’s not how I feel. I’m definitely awake. And I have a headache.

I talked to my half-brother, Sean, yesterday. I haven’t talked to him for 5 years and I haven’t seen him in at least 10. It was weird. He’s 30-something now and he does pretty much the same stuff I do (except for the college part). We talked about how the cell phone companies are releasing sdk’s so anyone can develop java software for them (which I’m sure no one else in the *world* even cares about). He also went out and got Half-Life 2 and spent 30 minutes throwing cans at people in the beginning of the game…and I laughed, cause that’s what I did too. He told me what happened when he dropped out of college (all I’d heard about that was from my parents - “don’t make bad choices like Sean, stay in college”). He started his own company and made $350,000 in a year. He says he’s gonna get World of Warcraft so he can play with me and Greg. That should be fun
Tomorrow morning we’re heading to St. Louis to visit cousins and eat an over-abundance of food. Although, as some of you know, this isn’t a change from their normal eating habits. Oh well, should be fun. Getting back friday night. Don’t know when I’m going back to school though. I want to be there now. I have too much stuff to study and for now, I’m actually excited about it because it’s almost the end of the semester.